> Greentext

From what you described I'd say you know more than majority of junior programmers. Where do you live that you can't find job at least on junior level?

Also

Even mid-teens are smarter than me, writing their own Arduino, compiler and stuff, like wtf

Maybe like 1 teenager out of 10 000 can do that, I think you see it too pessimistic. I mean writing their own compiler? I work as a programmer but I don't think I know any person who did this, let alone teenager